i am not resilient at all

we are not meant to be resilient.

two panels of an identical self-portrait photo of 水仙 sitting on the floor, hugging sx's legs, looking down, face not visible.
image description: self-portrait photograph of 20-year-old 水仙 in february 2011. there are two panels of an identical photo of 水仙 sitting on the floor, hugging sx's legs, looking down, face not visible. sx has short black hair and is wearing a long-sleeved black coat and black pantyhose. the left photo is tinted brownish-sepia. the right photo is tinted in an orange-red gradient.

i am severely depressed & chronically s**cidal, & i have felt this way almost every single day of my life since the abuse began when i was 3.

humans, us, we

we are not meant to be resilient.

we are meant to be loved, supported, & cared for.

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